Things are getting really boring nowadays, really boring. Nothing motivates me, nothing at all. My life is so dull, DAMN......
Study, study, study... whatelse? My life is about studying, getting some lameshit scholarship, sitting for SPM and entering any colleges which is willing to take me in. That's about it.
Writing has always been my greatest interest for the past one or two years. Whenever I felt bored, I would think of something, make use of my creativity and write them out. That was fun, really. But, things have changed a lot recently.
I'm no longer inspired nor motivated. Inspiration has vanished. Motivation could be found nowhere.
For the past few months, I've been trying to concentrate on my SPM studies, but things weren't going too well. My results are getting worse......
I'm highly determined to get some good grades for my SPM. But, being determined is one thing, acquiring the perseverance and persistence to study for it is another.
Only if I were mentally strong enough to control myself from day-dreaming......
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